Breaking my own rule.

I had made my own rule to stay off of the computer until after dark, but already on the first day I am breaking that rule.  Dang it.

But I just had to put out in the world how much my heart aches for the recent school shooting.  I am so confused.  I am so heartbroken.  What is going on in the world?  More directly, what is going wrong?  Where has the link broken?  The only thing I can come up with is the breakdown of the nuclear family.  I know it's not that simple, but sometimes I think the answers to complex problems might be hiding in the most simplest of places.  Sometimes I think in the rush and stress of being successful and surviving ourselves, we forget to take a second and think of others and really look at them.  Care for them.

My heart hurts for all the children and people effected and lost.  My prayers go up.

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